As usual study, study and study for today. I would say very slow but I have to give merit to myself cause still got result from today study. Although not much but better then nothing. Next week is the day I'm waited for almost 1 year. Try not to put too much pressure but that day really very IMPORTANT for me. I really, really, really hope that not a big problem and can confirm a place to UK before the result out. Frankly speak, this paper quite tough. The lecturer not going to set questions similiar to any tutorial or past year question. I'm very nervous and at the same time I'm hunger for a place in SHU. So when mix it together the feeling really sux!!

To motivate myself,

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Today totally sux off. What a disappointment day. What happen to me!!!!!

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Today totally slow and no mood. The feeling was unexplainable. No fire and no motivation. So one whole day in Study Room just study the SMPS (Switched Mode Power Supplies) chapter. The outcome of the chapter also not that impressive. A lot of formulas to derive but not one of the formulas that I still remember. That really disappointed. What in my mind that time was wanted to go back home and have a rest.

Need to review back and built-up a bit for tomorrow. More to go and the day getting nearer and nearer day by day. The 2 hours will change my future completely. Gambateh!!!!! Almost there....

Tomorrow will conquer the chapter of Power Sytem. A quite huge chapter. Hope the the spirit of study will back and cover the complete chapter of Power System. Focus, focus, focus............

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Back to work today and everything as usual. Customer still dashing into service centre although there are few signs stated weekend NO Service and only for collection. Today quite a lot of send-in for repair stuff but I feel is okey. Maybe already rest for few days and a bit "semangat" to work.

Tan back from MacWorld Tour, US. He bought us some keychains from there. Thanks a lot Tan for the oval shape San Francisco keychain and the chocolate. I really do like it.

For the first time I told the real story to my colleague, Rico. I told him why I took a long leave and always considering to resign earlier. I don't know what his opinion after I told him cause he didn't comment anything about it. Hope the news didn't circulate in the company.

Tomorrow another day to go before back to my study mode. Next week really have to get serious. It's getting nearer.

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Today most of the time stay in the library and study. I'm quite slow and steady to do my revision on Power E. Untill the only rectifier chapter also can't finish. Damn it!!! But that damn chapter divide into too many sub-chapter such as uncontrolled single phase half wave rectifier, uncontrolled single phase full wave rectifier, controlled single phase half wave rectifier with RLE load, semi-controlled single phase full bridge rectifier, ............

Tomorrow and the day after (Sunday) need back to work (I mean the real work). So will take 2 days break from study. Hope it won't slow my momentum of my study since it already quite slow.

Hmmm..... should I speed up a bit of my study and put a bit pressure on it? Actually I quite scare cause it's the only paper I need to clear. It's like either you make it or break it. That the rules that TARC set. NO mercy, NO tolerances, and NO credit transfer. Need another chances that mean wait for another 1 year that currently happen to me. So now I'm taking the second chance to claim back what belong to me.

Work harder guyz..... I'm done with the advise. Is up to you now. If we make it mean we all will have a great time in UK. If not then we have to independent and stand by ourselves to face the future.

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Long time didn't update.

If update also with boring entry cause life just work-sleep-work-sleep.....

Only new year and X'mas got some outing.

Currently prepare for exam for my final paper. The paper that make me suffering for almost 1 year. I need to kill this paper to book a place to UK this year. I'm confident but at the same time I'm nervous too. This paper like a nightmare for me.

I'm thinking to resign from my post. Actually I'm not happy with what I doing now. Main issue not about working environment but I felt the job didn't suit me. I don't know why, maybe I achieved what I want. Sorry to say so but I'm already boring with it.


More to come.........

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